
Our house is super tiny, especially for a growing family of four.
At 900 square feet we have learned to be frugal with our
possessions making each
piece count and how to utilize
vertical space.
There are days ,when it feels like we are bursting at the seams, that I simply shove any extras into the crawlspace.
Out of sight..out of mind sort of thing.
This is the reason why it has become full to the point of scary.
we have been planning (for a few years now) to gut out the crawlspace to clean, re-organize and purge.
What a task it has turned out to be.

The stairs down to the little door in the depths of the house....
lead to this mass eruption of stuff.
And that is all it is stuff.

Although all in
Rubbermaid's and labeled and in proper sections so to speak there was too much stuff.
Consumer mayhem at its best.
Baby things, clothes, childhood treasures, beds, dressers, TVs, VHS movies, LP's.
Photos, my wedding dress, all the seasonal decorations....so much stuff.
Ignored and never used, in other words pretty much useless, I decided we needed to purge.
No small feat I tell you.
We brought 2 trips to the dump and the rest to friends and the thrifts stores.
It is really hard getting rid of things in larges amounts.
And still my yard is littered with reminance of the cleanse.
I found it was also hard mentally to sort and dispose of these things.
I had trouble letting go of somethings, like 20 year old pants!!??
I had to learn how to get past some things and work through it to feel comfortable.
Why was I holding onto these pants?
What was it doing for me?
I can appreciate a kids affection and attachment for odd things.
I sort of understand what those people on the show Hoarders go through.
I can see how it can be a disease and how emotionally debilitating it would be to have people go through and strip you of your stuff, your past, your memories, the stuff you have accumulated in your life that sort of defines you as a person.
I can say I have been cleanse of the things that have held me back.
I ridded my mental space as well as my physical and I feel refreshed.
I was re-acquainted with beautiful memories as I showed my girls my wedding dress, stumbled upon old post cards and pictures.
I was able to unite all those odd boxes and bags of baby clothes that I have been saving of the girls so that one day I may make a quilt for them.
It was such a rewarding experience even though it was gruelling work that spanned 4 days.
We even changed the hot water tank and washed and bleached the crawlspace which has allowed the house to loose that odd odour that emanated from the space below.
I have a promise to not shove it full again by not buying so much stuff.
It was an epiphany for us.
One I hope carries over for the years to come.